What can change the course of our lives is the beliefs and determination we have in our hearts. Letting the fire in our heart burn like a wildfire, without that we are only weightless. We are not going to be able to move on in our lives. Conquering our fears, facing head on our challenges. I have come from nothing and made it to where I am today.
Nothing was ever served to me on a silver platter. I did not have a fairytale life, but a life of pain and sorrow. I refused to let my outer condition dictate my life. Instead I took the improbable road full of challenges. I let my imagination run free, I did not let myself be deterred by how much I had to overcome.
Instead I created an imaginary life, closing myself in a bubble that will let me float on that uneven road. Not falling into the madness of the illusional world. Refusing to accept who I wasn’t but instead finding a way to reinvent myself on that journey.
I wanted to settle into a life with a husband and kids. Having a wonderful house with a white picket fence but the reality was different because I wasn’t heading in that direction.
Instead my mission was to stop my lineage and help others instead of focusing on a cozy little life. Going from nothing and letting the universe guide me along my journey was challenging.
I have not accepted everything along my path because I wanted to have my happy ending. The one that would be worth a fairytale story, but it wasn’t meant to be that way.
My mission has been to help people along my path. Learning to be human and let people into my life. Learning to receive love, understanding that we are not alone. The universe will always send messages to me in a form of an omen.
I know I am not done in my journey but I just want a little rest and joy so I can learn to accept and receive.